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среда, 14 сентября 2016

12:24

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It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

His face like a full moon
With a gazelle’s eyes
The body of a boy;
And the coquetry of a girl
In public, a man;
In private, a woman
Exciting me with his curls
And ringlets
Above a smooth cheek
Lighting up the gloom.

@темы: Love Crime, Love letters, Everything I am

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12:16

С/V/R/

It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

“I am not the first person you loved.
You are not the first person I looked at
with a mouthful of forevers. We
have both known loss like the sharp edges
of a knife. We have both lived with lips
more scar tissue than skin. Our love came
unannounced in the middle of the night.
Our love came when we’d given up
on asking love to come. I think
that has to be part
of its miracle.
This is how we heal.
I will kiss you like forgiveness. You
will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms
will bandage and we will press promises
between us like flowers in a book.
I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat
on your skin. I will write novels to the scar
of your nose. I will write a dictionary
of all the words I have used trying
to describe the way it feels to have finally,
finally found you.

And I will not be afraid
of your scars.

I know sometimes
it’s still hard to let me see you
in all your cracked perfection,
but please know:
whether it’s the days you burn
more brilliant than the sun
or the nights you collapse into my lap
your body broken into a thousand questions,
you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane.”

@темы: Illness Illusion, Love Crime, Love letters, Everything I am

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12:06

C/V/R/

It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

God I want you
in some primal, wild way
animals want each other.
Untamed and full of teeth.
God I want you,
In some chaste, Victorian way.
A glimpse of your ankle
just kills me.”

@темы: Love Crime, Love letters, Everything I am

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пятница, 09 сентября 2016

20:07

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It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

У меня какой-то странный период, куда не гляну все хочется убрать, продать, раздать... слишком много у меня накопилось ненужных вещей. Но вот кому, например, втюхать новые туфли 34 размера не представляю. Вот так все у меня и лежит в коробках на лучшие времена :depress:

Даже на кукол смотрю и ловлю себя на мысли половину надо продать. Я в последнее время только Королеву и Ридстрома в руках держу, все остальные пылятся на полках и желания что-то с ними делать нету. Из-за этого кризиса мне хочется просто начать все с нуля, а не тянуть багаж старых вещей за собой...

@темы: Cage, Vanilla, Everything I am

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пятница, 26 августа 2016

09:36

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It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

I am made of bullets; shrapnel.
You are solar flares
and soft lips -

better creatures could love you, I know.
But now they’ll have to
get through
me.

@темы: Love Crime, Love letters, Everything I am

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суббота, 06 августа 2016

18:47

G.K.

It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think. This is the problem I want to have.

@темы: Love Crime, Love letters, Everything I am

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четверг, 04 августа 2016

19:19

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It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

@темы: Love Crime, Love letters, Everything I am

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понедельник, 01 августа 2016

10:22

M/Z/D

It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

It may be the wrong decision but fuck it, it’s mine.

@темы: Illness Illusion, Cage, Love letters, Everything I am

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пятница, 29 июля 2016

14:09

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It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

Боже, я уже хочу осень. Прохладные вечера, свитер, теплый плед, книжечку и какао. Эта жара меня скоро прикончит. :depress:

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четверг, 28 июля 2016

00:49

E.

It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

A life lived alone is a life of certainty. It requires no faith and no compromise.

@темы: Illness Illusion, Love Crime, Love letters, Everything I am

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среда, 27 июля 2016

23:54

P.V.

It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

There are eyes everywhere. No blind spot left. What shall we dream of when everything becomes visible? We’ll dream of being blind.

@темы: Illness Illusion, Love Crime, Love letters, Everything I am

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понедельник, 04 июля 2016

14:21

It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

Блин, новые деньги вводят меня в состояние паники. Слишком мало нулей, и точки не там где нужно :susp:

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понедельник, 27 июня 2016

13:51

W.B.

It’s never a waste to acquire beauty

La Cruauté possède un Cœur Humain,
Et la Jalousie, un Visage Humain,
La Terreur, la Forme Humaine du Divin,
Et le Secret, le Vêtement Humain.

Le Vêtement Humain est un Métal forgé,
La Forme Humaine, une Forge embrasée,
Le Visage Humain, une Fournaise scellée,
Le Cœur Humain, sa Gorge affamée.

@темы: Illness Illusion, Love Crime, Love letters, Everything I am

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